And it's draining all of me.

Life is funny/ridiculous,isn't it? Just when you think you've got it all figured out,just when you finally begin to plan something to do, get all excited about it and feel like what direction you are heading in,and all in a sudden, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west and in a blank,you're lost.There aren't many sure things in life,but one thing i do know is that i have to deal with it immediately,not wanting to waste my precious time.It is really so easy to lose your way, to lose your direction in just a second.

Apparently,i'm not really happy.

How sad is it to know that everyone is able to deal with it sooner or rather later but not me?? i tried,i did try.But still,it is the same.Very,very,very sad.That's how sad.



struggle,