I'm spinnin round.

My mind caved it on itself as my heart thumped and thumped in my ears.
How could they do this? Just how could anyone do this?
It was far too cruel, inhumane more like.
But it was even more terrifying to have come across this scene with your own eyes.
your very own eyes!! Imagine!!!
I was every bit as frightening as everyone else.
I never knew this sort of thing went on since I was small.
I mean, I knew it existed, and I certainly knew it was awful.
But it was not real because I'd never seen it.


I was not a-nod's-as-good-as-a-wink type of people.
I couldn't know, I couldn't believe until someone explained in detail to me.until this very moment.
This very awful ,frightening moment.
Fat tears swelled in my eyes.
Yes,I was crying once again.

Despite all that, I knew deep inside, I'm becoming stronger, more stronger than anyone would thought I would be.

XXXX

Okay, I can't deny,

I am the ignore-it-in-the-hope-it'll-go-away type. As if !!
I sometimes always blamed myself for that.
I couldn't decide which option is better for me even now,at this very last minute.
Whyyy whyy whyy. My mind is gone

.

“ You have to learn the rules of the game.

And then you have to play better than anyone else.”
~Albert Einstein

my heart will never be broken.

For myself I am an pessimist optimist.
:D



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