Why do I feel like such a failure?

I'm feeeling so down and blue (:

If only there were somebody who does not mind me pouring all my thoughts and feelings (if possible,pouring all my heart out) to him/her ,

I would probably be more gleeful/joyful/happier now ( or at least that's what I've thought I would be).


Occasionally,

I can't really think clearly, nor do I seem to be able to make a good ( or should I say agreeable? I really do not know) decision.

The 'What's wrong with me' - 'What should I suppose to do next' -'What....' -etc questions always appeared on my mind out of nowhere.

Is this plainly normal or what?

Oh, how I wish there were someone to tell me the answer!


Seriously, I don't feel like doing anything!

Not even sleeping.

Nah,don't believe me.

Just that getting out of bed evermore seems like a chore.

Uhh, do you guys get the same feelings as me? yes?



Oh,

if only time allows, I wish I'd be able to sleep 24/7.

But I wish not to at the same time.

So confusing,right?


I need someone to hear me so desperately, anyone willing to be the 'victim'?




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By the way, I've just got a slight flu at this critical period (:(:(:

*I don't want to be the 13th to be hit by H1N1 case in Malaysia,NOOOOO*


I wonder why har, always like this .

And if there were,what then?

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PS. *sorry guys,watched too much of gossip girl already* haha