I am like no others.

I am not happy. Yes, indeed I am pretty depressed and stressed up due to too many stuffs that happened to me recently. You have to believe me when I say all those stuffs are way too much for me to handle all by myself.


When you people were depressed, I was there to lend my shoulder, I was there to help you guys out, or at least I tried my best to ; but when I was silently walking through the darkness, who was actually there to light a candle for me? Nobody. And which pair of eye has really seen the sacrifice and the hardships I have gone through alone for the sake of everybody? Nobody again. Why is it so? I always ask myself that. And I think the reason is simply because all you people care about is you yourself and your precious time.


To be truth, by keeping quiet doesn't mean I am fine, by gulping down all the trash doesn't mean I don't mind either. I do mind, why can't people understand that I am a human too, just like any one of you out there.

I might look very strong outside, all cheerful and sunshine, but who actually do understand that I am one person who has my own emotions too? I will be down too.


Oh, by the way , blogging my inner voice out here, is definitely not to ask for sympathy. Neither am I to seek for attention.
I just need to release myself after keeping everything deep inside my heart for quite some time. That's it. If you think that I am asking for sympathy, then sorry, you're so wrong!

And you know what, I have a confession to make today.

I have had enough of all these seriously. I need a rest ,a very good rest. I guess I should just be myself and of course, keep myself in blissful ignorance. After all, forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past..that would be better, isn't it?

note to self : everything is going to be fine, Eunice (:
just be patient (: