I restore myself when I'm alone.

Sorry for the deadliness. I have really been busy with quizzes, assignments, and more assignments. and I must say, I DETEST!! To be honest, university work has proved to have taken its toll on me. I feel disintegrated. One EFPC project itself is good enough to send me to a mental ward, like seriously.

I haven’t had enough sleep for the past days, or weeks even, and all this effort hasn’t seemed to pay off so far. My lethargy level has increased rapidly over the period of these few weeks ='(

And I guess for the following weeks, I will be having more sleepless nights and perhaps, gallons of coffee for me ahead(not that I actually drink coffee though).

Degree.....the word itself has proved to be a bigger challenge than I thought it would be.. I can no longer just slack off and expect everything to fall right into place. Well then I reckon, how can I find the time to study when I don't even have the time to finish all my assignments? Effectiveness and efficiency are the keywords I guess. Hmm...somehow, I'll have to find a way to stop procrastinating and start doing all my work.

On a separate note,people around me are pissing me off! Some people just like taking things for granted,yes? I've been suppressing my dissatisfaction and anger. I might just explode anytime.

But then again, a leopard can never change its spots.I should have known earlier..
 I can't help feeling disappointed though. Sigh. Call me whatever you want and judge me as you like, because I simply couldn't care less.

I know for some reason, my pessimistic self always tends to look at things from the more negative side of things especially when that issue concerns myself. I just can't help myself sometimes.

But guess what? I'm officially having my one week break after a whole month of disaster, yes, I REPEAT again, d-i-s-a-s-t-e-r..cause you know what, I haven't gotten the chance to even open up the first page of our textbooks since the beginning of this semester. Great. Just great.

 It's time to get back on track Eunice=)

And right now, I seriously wished I could fly so that I can be back at my home sweet home. Yes, I miss  home. I know right, it's been one whole year since I came to Miri. But still, HOME is always the best. It is not just a place where you live, but where they really understand you. Awwww! I so regret not booking a flight ticket nao. I miss sumone sumone =/

Iwannagohome! 

nuff' said. I reckon things will always turn out better if we lower down our expectations. Hmm, not intending to do anything tonight (besides watching movies with the housemate and calling my family again that is..)
just want to end my day lazing around because tomorrow is a beautiful Sunday! (:

till then, Au revoir (:

Stay tuned for my next post,yay!


P/S: I just realized how I missed blogging...

 P/PS: 28 days more j:]

It's all make believe,isn't it?

If only I could have one wish,

it would just be this,

I could take you to my soul and show you all the love there is.

  The more I know you, the more I love you.

YOU make me whole.

xxx.