frustrated.

Next week is going to be one hell of a hectic week.

As usual, this is the week before the war and after receiving nothing but more craps from people I thought were reliable, my stress level increased tremendously that I couldn't even sleep well. 

Events. Assignments. F.I.N.A.L.


I'm dead serious. 

I understand that sometimes it is hard for people to deal with a perfectionist like me. 
Or people might have a common perception that all they need to do is to crap something out and Eunice is going to fix everything for them in the end. But hey, if everybody is leaning their backs on me, who am I to depend on in return?


By keeping quiet doesn't mean I am fine, by gulping down all the trash doesn't mean I don't mind either. 


When you people were in need, I was there to help; but when I was silently walking through the darkness, who was there to light a candle? And which pair of eye has really seen the sacrifice and the hardships I have to go through for the sake of everybody? Nobody. Because all you people care about is yourself and your precious time.

Blogging my inner voice out here, is not to ask for sympathy. Neither am I to seek for attention. I just need to release myself after keeping everything deep inside my heart for quite some time. 

And for goodness sake, can't you guys differentiate between responsibilities and helping a friend? By doing your part for the project is SO NOT to assist me, but your responsibility as a team member, yes? In case you haven't realized, I am nothing but a member just like anyone of them. Hey, i don't get pay for that okay!


Sigh. 

I'm done complaining. 
 Still left with no choice, I decided not to be bothered as you guys simply not worth my time. Goodbye.