it's just a dream.

Hello world! :)
i know it's been awhile since i last updated, but due to time constraint, i have no choice but to abandon my blog . teehee. but still ,i hope you guys will keep reading and not to forget, keep CLICKING the ads. thanks (:(:
Anyhow,time really flies like nobody's business huh. Sigh. It's already the third week now! like seriously. Why must time past so fast!
Nevertheless, i am still doing pretty fine here. It's just that there is still something left in me, yess, you know it, i miss home. I seriously do. If i were given a wish, I really wish it is to be back to my home sweet home. REALLY, that's just what I want now. Dear Lord ,please grant my one and only wish :( I really do not know how long can i stand, i somehow feel like going back home tomorrow and abandon my studies like that. I know i sounded like an idiot, but that's really what I thought of doing. What's wrong with me!! =(
Also, nobody here seems to understand my feelings, my inner self,to be precise. Sorry to those who really care about me. I am pretty okay, no worries :) it is just that ...well, i need to find a place called home. Coz' I can't really feel the home,yet. if you get what I mean.
Despite that, i know i will definitely survive! especially having my bunch of AWESOME AWESOME friends , I know I will just survive. :)

Anyway, last Thursday is my BIG day! It was actually my first time celebrating it at Miri..

With not much of expectations initially, it turned out to be full of unexpected surprises..

Especially thanks to my bunch of friends for celebrating it with me the day before my birthday, I am truly grateful to have you guys with me, really :) And i have to say, yours truly is very much in love with the pressie ♥

Also, thank you so so much to Chan Kit for throwing a surprise party for me :)

It's just wayyyy more than I can expect. Thanks for the cake and present too! ♥


Last but not least, thank you to all who took part and remembered. no matter it is via sms, facebook or msn! It seriously meant a lot to me ♥ ♥ ♥ and also to those who had given me presents! thank you so much! =) i love you guys! ♥

How i wish everyday was my birthday .LOL

Sometimes, I wonder what would it be like if we are living in the world without sms, facebook and msn. HAHA, thinking of it, it makes me realized that I couldn't live with them, even one day alone! what say you?

'nuff said. I have a lot to blog initially, but i have to finish my chemistry lab report first, so yeah. Moreover, my broadband connection is still doing bad, i can't seem to upload even one picture, so I reckon you guys have to wait? sob* just bear with me okay? :)


Now, i am officially nineteen! (: What's new?





P/S: i'm sorry for the emotional post, I just feel like pouring all my feelings out here in my blog. Leave here if you hate it. :)

Giving up,
is a decision I've made today.
and I'll do whatever it takes to keep it this way.